Have you ever played any sort of serious pvp game before? Of course you want predictability to classes and builds. If you don't have any, then how do you plan for anything or learn a matchup? How do you counter something when it can freely change? Do you just want all fights to be chaos and the outcome determined solely by reaction speed? Maybe you might have a point if this game's win condition wasn't determined in a single cc. If there was larger room for error, then it would be fair to have minor differences. But with the way things are set up now, it just isn't. It takes a lot of courage to admit that you're that bad publicly, but kudos, man. Despite that, I feel really bad for you right now.