I totally understand that feeling, am so glad you did not give up. I can understand how hopeless it can feel and it's not the best feeling in the world let's just say haha. I do agree, the variance in the RNG is too high to be honest. The outliers need to be reduced, thus creating a more concentrated set of results so to avoid these types of problems.... Regardless, congratulations on your new stabby fluffy pony, I hope it turns out fast and smart with excellent stats all around! Cheers!